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Narrative-Chapter 4

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April 21, 2000

I am trying to find the time to finish this narrative on Bill's odyssey. I have written the words over and over in my mind in many different ways. As I prepare to continue this narrative of Bill's story, of going back to Vietnam, a place he had never been, I am overwhelmed and consumed with going back to Kent State to a time, on May 4, 1970, when I wasn't there.

April 30th, 2000 is the 25 anniversary of the liberation of South Vietnam and the reunification of the nation, the Democratic People's Republic of Vietnam. In America we merely called it the fall of Saigon and the day we "lost" Vietnam. The Vietnamese "won" the American War and America "lost" the Vietnam War.

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Bill on Ho Chi Minh Trail by Cambodian Border

Five years to the day before the liberation or 30 years ago on April 30, 1970, President Nixon sent American troops into neutral Cambodia. There is a connection between these two anniversaries. President Nixon invades Cambodia, a neutral country at a time he is promising the American public to "wind down" the war. Bill Arthrell, a student at Kent State is outraged as are millions across this country. Bill is present at Kent State for the next four days when the war comes home, in all its horror to Kent State. Bill is forever changed. The world is forever changed. The course a history is forever changed.

Today I read an article in the Cleveland Free Times (April 19-25, 2000), an interview with Bill, discussing May 4, Vietnam and, "Battle In Seattle." I heard a National Public Radio segment on the Cu Chi Tunnels, one of series of reports on Vietnam to commemorate the "fall of Saigon." And just last night I listened to a three and a half minute tape that the world will hear on May 4, 2000 at Kent State by Mumia Abu Jamal. Of course Kent State was mentioned, but so was My Lai.

There is a connection between these two massacres. "Vietnam and Kent are one" spoke Ron Kovic, American Vietnam Veteran, paralyzed for life in the Vietnam War, to Dean Kahler, Veteran of the war at home, paralyzed at Kent State, May 4, 1970  on May 4, 1990 at the 20th anniversary commemoration.

I will let Bill introduce you to My Lai with his poetry before I engage in the narrative.

Then:March 16, 1968

Now it is August 16, 1998
I t is prolific green rice paddies.
It is tall grass
Growing under memory sky.
It is disarming palm trees
Dispensing shadows
Over disarmed village of thatched innocence.
It is lilly pads flowering
Red
In a ditch that knows all too well
Red
It is bamboo shoots
In slow stretch
Towards quick clouds of remembering
It is bullet marks
Inundating coconut tree
Shooting holes
In this deceptive summer
Of now.

It was not always August 16, 1998.
For 504
Pregnant women, old men, children and
Babies
It will always be March 16, 1968.
For one red moment
In this green summer
The lilly pads again look like them
Because for the village of My Lai
It will never be now.

Bill Arthrell
My Lai, Vietnam
August, 1998.


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